21st May 2007,
5.15pm. Monday blues. Today was extremely hectic day. Almost the whole day in the lab- training on Cytotoxic Drug Recons. Has been real long didn't update with the blogs. Many traveling, and busy busy schedule. Went to KL for MPS AGM Seminars, at Crowne Princess Hotel for the weekends, then a week after fly to Kota Kinabalu for Pharmacist Asthma Workshop. Stayed in Tanjung Aru, with huge room, nice place but too but, am traveling alone and staying alone. A week after, went to Johor, stayed at Zone Regency Hotel with Celina. Tiring, exhausted yet learned a lot, interesting updates and meeting up with fella-Pharmacist from different states was pretty beneficial experience. Hope after this won't have much of traveling. Yup, I dislike traveling, and usually require much replenishment pre and post-travel. Guess am aging, body not able to cope with the change of environment.
Life was well, am living well, with routine and a few ups and downs. May is grooming month, and a special month of me growing another year old. Believe it or not, Yes.. I am in my 30'S. Many said my look doesn't reflect my age, I was guessed to be younger by 5 years. Some said I look like 27 some said hmm....25. So I should be happy, looks younger :PP Hmmm..this year not much of celebration. Was in KK during my BD, after back Pg, was blessed with many friends wishing me, and putting up a lunch-date with me. Usually every year BD I'll pampered myself with grooming and buying more new clothes. This year without exception, I finally bought for myself a Nokia 6300, slim type, with MP3 and 2 Megapixel Camera. I am rewarding myself. Am happy, has been many many many years with my old hard-knock phone, now some change- stepping up the standard.
As for spiritual side, I guess I'm probably still in honey-moon stage: Autumn? A relax and cool state? Will see how it grows. My CG multiplied last 2 weeks. I did not attend the multiplication service, was in Johore that time. The new CG which I belong to, is called "Shekinah" CG, lead by Maribec (Becky), my Phillipino's fren. The new venue for the CG is at my home. Ya Ya, my HOME, Shirley's House! Cool isn't it? My house has always been place for fellow Christian to meet up and shared the Word. I do hope I can commit to the little that I have.
Work wise: good, am handling well, have few trainees with us, hope with the new CDR setup will get us going somewhere. My relationship with Felix had been restored. Don't know how it happened, but we can talk more now. Although not as much as last time, but at least we talk, and he's in the same CG as mine. I'm moving forward, with what I have, with what my hands hold- am moving on. Even though the road is winding, and the trying timeis hard sometimes, I gonna trust Daddy, who hold my hands in this race that I run.
Daddy, I love You. If You asked me "How much do you love me?" I don't dare to say "This much or that much" How can I measure my love? But Daddy, you know my heart, You know that I truly love You. I may fail many times, or turn my own way, or even holding on to my own strength and effort, but Daddy You never fails, NEVER! Your love extends to the heaven...How great is Your love Lord. Daddy, forgive me, how many time have I broken Your heart, forgive me, and lead me back, lead me to the Rock that is higher than I. I surrender Lord, grant me the knowledge of Your will, and the wisdom and the Will-Power to go on. Am tired, really tired! But am holding on to You Daddy!
